I've been to the hospital once in Oct...was very suicidal and having periods of psychosis (I found out). I got dx'd then and had a pdoc in hospitalization. I had 2 sessions with my T, then his schedule got changed and he doesn't come locally anymore. I'm waiting to get on husband's health insurance to get a T again. Middle of Nov since I've had a T...and Oct since I've seen a pdoc LOL

I don't know...I have periods where I need acute frequent care, but it lasts a day or two, and then I'm ok...but the 24-48 hours are very hard, psychosis and SI, usually thoughts of suicide, even attempts.

I have no problem being admitted or even with self admittance if I need it...I just don't know when is a good time...only when really bad? Or like now, when I know it will come back and I will be that bad again?

Argg, confusion