Hi, Anya. This is pretty much happening to me right now with uni and I know it's awful. I feel guilty and embarrassed all the time but I'm also exhausted and sometimes a bit ill. When I finished high school, my depression was only a few months old. I thought it wasn't that bad but I ended up being unable to start uni right away. Had to wait a couple of years. For the past few months my family has gone through painful stuff and I think that's why I feel I can't get ahead with school (again!). I try to think about the positive aspects I see in uni itself and try to get strength from that, which is not a wee-bit easy for me and doesn't help me 100% of the time either. I'm sorry I don't have much else to say. You're not alone.