Thank you CyranO. That is reassuring to know, i feel so alone.. not to mention STUPID for od'ing in the first place.. i'm not even sure i have a 'right' to complain as this is self imposed to begin with .

I probably will cry. After the panic subsided, i've been on the verge of tears ever since (barring my 2hr nap, of course). Right now i'm just going to take my meds and go to bed as morning is coming and court comes with that, so i at least need to be rested for the day to come.

This sucks.