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Old Jan 15, 2006, 02:54 PM
VAQUERALOCA VAQUERALOCA is offline
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i SUPPOSEDLY HAVE ADD AND CHRONIC DEPRESSION...... WAS TREATED WITH CYLERT AS A KID AND AM NOW AN ADULT ON STIMULANTS....... i DONT LIKE TAKING THEM BECAUSE i'M AFRAID THEY WILL HURT ME PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY BUT I FEEL BETTER WHEN I DO TAKE THEM. PROBLEM IS I NEED MORE AND MORE OF THEM TO FEEL GOOD.......... I DO GET MORE DONE WHEN i'M ON THEM............ AGAIN...... I'VE ALREADY TAKEN 2 DOSES TODAY AND HAVE AT LEAST GOTTEN UP AND STRAIGHTENED A FEW THINGS.. BUT NOW I NEED ANOTHER DOSE TO ACTUALLY PUSH THAT GOOD FEELING OVER THE EDGE ENOUGHT TO GO OUT AND JSUT ENJOY MYSELF...........I CAN ONLY TAKE 4 DOSES A DAY AND SO I'M SPACING THEM OUT....... I'M WAY TO EARLY TO TAKE ANY MORE.......... BUT TAKE MORE IS WHAT I WANT TO DO .......