so it goes i can relate totally with the feelings you have. when i was severely depressed i felt like i was in a void of darkness. i felt as tho everything was doom and gloom. i felt hopeless and helpless. there was a huge pressure on my chest.
what helped me during that bleak time was pc. our group got me through it. they supported my weary body. they cared. even a pc hug helped me. i didn't feel so alone. this group reminded me that they really cared about me. it gave me solace even when i had no hope at the time.
i do so hope you'll stay with us. you have value and worth to us. we care for you. it doesn't matter if you feel you have nothing to offer. right now you need to save anything for yourself to provide you with all the mental energy, be it ever so small, right now.
let us be here for you. we need you as you may need us. post if you are comfortable doing that. if you are not up to it, it's ok with us. you are in emotional pain. we understand and dearly hope you will stay. let us be your "rock" right now. we're here for you.