If your interested, I got my heart broken by someone and wrote a letter detailing the fallout. I think it's going to go ok for me, but I'm still very sad. I wanted to love this girl, and never stop. But now, I had to back away from it for fear of being hurt even more later on. I killed my own love, before it even had a chance to bloom.

Here is a link to the post.
Please let me know what you think, I'm so mixed up. And yet, it was my choice. I've done this to myself, am I a fool?