Thank you once again. You are all extraordinary.

Unfortunately, session with T was awful to say the least . But I'm partially satisfied (even if still devasted) as I was able to do the other veeery important thing about myself I was talking in the OP. But still...

Now luckily I have to go out and do something else, so my mind will be occupied... I think I'll need to vent, later, when I'll get home again .

Hugs to all of you.