Thanks! Wow, you are the only person to have replied. So a huge thank you! i know I may not be here very often....hmm maybe thats why nobody wants to reply to me.

Anyway, my husband has just left after another huge arguement over my brother being here. I really dont know what to do. He doesnt have anybody else he can turn to other than his druggy friends and my mum and dad are just happy they dont have to deal with it. You know, it makes me so angry.. they failed me and my brother as children and now they are failing us again. My dad is so quick to call me and tell me what my brother needs...so quick to listen to me cry but oh so slow to offer any real help. Story of my bleeping life with them, they make me so angry and I have nobody to support me not even my cpn really really feeling like crap now and cant stop blimming crying