Hey there

I too had trouble accapting it as I was also told for years I had GAD and OCD. I also have had trouble with my parents. My mum is bipolar but doesnt know it. My dad is her rock so protects her at any cost .....even if it means brushing off my mental health issues to protect hers. Anyway I have alot of parent issues and i know how hard it is not to have them behind you. It hurts and makes it so hard. Hang tough until your appointment...it must be so frustraing waiting! I wish you all the best and hope you get seen asap. If things do get too bad before then, like already suggested, go to the hospital and tell them whats happening. You dont have to suffer alone, you're not alone even though it feels like it, you dont have to be hugs! x