<font color="green">Hmm what level is it when you want to the urge is very strong and you find yourself visualizing the cut? That is where I am at, I am keeping busy and not touching anything sharp enough to endulge in the fantasy. I am also editing the fantasy so as not to give anyone else any ideals. It has been a long time since I have cut and I really don't want to go back to it.</font> 
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Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.
-Erma Bombeck
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