Hi DidIwaisteMyLife,

I know what you mean... Not exactly feeling sad. But just flat? Would it be possible for you to ask your parents if you could find a counselor to speak with? I sort of went through the same things around the ages you mention. My grades were pretty bad and I just did not know what direction to take in life. I later realized that some things in my own life bothered me. It wasn't anything on the surface but some stuff way down I had to figure out over time that had to do with my parents getting divorced and some other family stuff. All in all I ended up with sort of low self esteem that make socializing difficult. Anyway it has helped me to see a therapist. You deserve to feel good, have energy and feel more present in life. I hope you will reach out and ask for a bit of help.