Should I call T and make an appt? My mantra has been to just wait things out, because i'm learning if I wait things out, they get better. But my fear of disconnection with my H and my friends is SO great and the timing - therapy break and then disconnect with everyone -is scaring me. I don't even care if I see *T* - I just need someone to help me with this.

I'm doing a HORRIBLE job. I know people love me. I think. But I am afraid my fears are going to ruin it.