((((((((((((Eileen)))))))))))))))

Go. Get the support that T wants to give you.

Do you feel like you need to be in the hospital? Doctors appointments can be rescheduled, and the end of the week when you will see your new grandaughter (), you would be home and feeling better. You being safe is the most important thing.

If you honestly feel like you don't need that level of support, be honest with T. You will be sitting right there across from him, and he will be able to see you and hear you and have a conversation with you (UNlike the time in the ER).

There is a middle ground. You can see T and say how you feel and get support and strength to keep moving forward. You can be honest about how you are feeling and what you are (or aren't) planning. Seeing T isn't the same as deciding to go to the hospital. Let yourself get the support you deserve