((((((((((Tree)))))))))

My guess is that your husband thought you were talking about him and so thought you didn't want to curl up with him. A totally misscommunication of what was actually happening. But he took your comment personally and so was not able to listen when you apologized. That is not your fault.

Remember before when you felt so alone and then your friend reached out and emailed you out of the blue? It will get better. It will be okay. You can get through this. Be gentle with yourself. Try to remember the good times when it feels like everything is overwhelming.