ByAThread,

Hi there and welcome!

I'm so sorry that you're going through such a hard time in your life. Please get to a medical dr for a full work up and to your OB/GYN. I saw where you mentioned a five month old baby...this could be capped off by post pregnancy hormones, etc.

I am NOT suggesting that's all of it by any means. I do wonder if it's the straw in this though.

I so hear the fear in your posts. Please know that we're here and listening.

Please consider contacting your MD and/or OB/GYN?

When my life felt the most out of control is when I usually took extreme measures to gain my own type of control. There was so much that I felt was beyond my control...

Peace to you,

KD