One of my friend died from a sudden heart attack. Another jumped in front of a train. She died a couple of days ago from her injuries.

I have 5 brothers. Only my baby brother never hurt me. We have one thing in comment me and him. We don't remember our childhood. I love him very dearly and I can feel very deeply that when we were children that I have defended him from something. I don't remember what though. Like me, he wears a mask. He moved last summer and so did I. I don't know what is his new adress and he doesn't know mine. I have an awful mother. He phoned her to asked her for my phone number so he could contact me. She didn't gave him my number to him. She doesn't want us to be in contact. She even told him I didn't wanted anything to do with him, that I was living a happy life and I didn't wanted anyone to bother me.To just leave me alone. She is so cruel at times. I don't know how to reach him.

There is a lot more going on, this is just a bit.

Thank you!