I'm trying to wrap my mind around an idea that I hadn't really grasped before. I think I have thought that T would solve my problems and if I spent enough time with T, she would make it all better.

I think I realize now in an 'almost' stunning clarity, that I have to do the work and I just go to T to get some guidance occasionally. I don't like that because I want it to be like going to the doctor to 'get' the cure.

So, I guess, with that vision, 50 minutes is plenty of time. I can't help but continue to rebel. (Temper tantrum anyone?)