hello, Didiwaistemylife,

I know that you are unhappy that your life isn't happening fast enough or in the order you had in mind. Just keep in mind that many people fell the same way. You will meet someone that you have a mutually enjoyable relationship with. My daughter used to spend hours crying about not having someone. when she said her wedding vows she actually cried and said, "I didn't think you existed".
Her husband is so perfect for her, he is deeply loved by our family.
Give yourself permission to wait patiently. Your love is out there.

As far as school I would muster through it. You will find subjects that you will love, but you have to do the work. I can't tell you how many late nights I spent writing a papper until early morning. Procrastination is normal, but it is pointless to take a class twice, especially if you hate the subject. So, my advice is to do your best effort in your classes.

You should consider doing something you love, like video game development. Good money, good carreer and there are a variety of classes you can take. Don't forget the internet is kind of hot. I heard about this guy who made a bloody fortune off a social networking sight. They call it Facebook.
But seriously. the world is changing fast. Plan your career for jobs that people will have in the future. My boys are becoming firemen. they want to stay fit and be seen as hero's. Talk about getting the girls.

Anyway, that is my meager advice.

noodlefish