Good idea to talk to someone with letters after their name before you act on your conviction. Very, very few immortals post here on PC. In fact, though my years here are short, I think you'd be the first. The odds are NOT on your side. It may be hard to believe, but your conviction may be out to lunch. Myself, I believe in God. But I have to wait until he calls me before I go. Why don't we compromise on that: You'll wait until near the end and then see. No jumping of the gun. After all, from the point of view of eternity you're only here for a few seconds. So you CAN wait before you put your idea to the test. And, further, there are much more effective ways to exercise your sense of humor. Take care!