Last March I was dx'd with cyclothymia a form of bipolar. My husband told me we would get thru this together He'd help me thru it all. He'd be by my side. This summer I went full bloewn bp2. And he went and lost it on me.He threw things at me. Cause I hadnt got it together yet. And since then there have been threats and tantrums I've had to put up from him and ultimatums. Today he told me that he is giving me till the end of the year to get it together and then he is filing for divorce. This means I have to have a job, and he doesnt have to remind me about things ( such as bills) and the house has to be immaculate. And laundry done everyday. And he doesnt think that I should have the bad days that I do as a bipolar. And I am sitting here thinking that these expectations are just overwhelming me and how can I do this. How can I make him happy. and be happy myself. And still be married . And not throw away 16years I dont want it to be all for nothing! I am so scared . And I dont know if I can survive on my own. I've never lived on my own. I dont want to be by myself. And thats why I ask who will love me if he leaves me? Will anyone want me? I just feel so lost and alone already.