Yeah, I think I need to be clear with her and express just what I am feeling. I wrote her an e-mail because I knew I wouldn't be able to tell her anything in person. In my e-mail I told her that I felt rejected by her and that I know the reason she didn't want to see me twice was because she wanted me to take what I have used in session and begin to use it out of session on my own.
She finally wrote back and said, "Please don't take it that way. Part of my hesitation is bc of exactly what I said, & bc I hv to justify it to the insurance co when we do more than 1x per week."
So, I feel better knowing that she also would have to justify it to insurance because I didn't know about that too.