I had to write to two of my closest friends last night, about my depression. One in particular... what I had to say was challenging to her beliefs. She likes to see the world as anything-can-be-overcome with the power of the mind and good habits. But I'm facing chronic conditions, which I've tried my damnedest to beat on my own. It's just not possible, and I'm getting help.

But I'm having anxiety attacks over the fear I've alienated my friends. It's not, by any means, the first time... nor the worst.

I guess I just needed to vent. My heart is about to pound out of my chest!
Thanks for listening.