*may be triggering*
theres something I've come to realise that I do as of late.
I've been telling everyone I feel better,when I really dont think I've ever felt this bad. I cant bare to explain to them its all a lie. I know if I tell my T that I was lying to her,she will be so confused and ask , me why ..and I really dont know. I just want everyone else to be happy.I'm sorry these past few weeks and been very tough on me,i hardly go to college and im way behind in everything.feeling very suicidal now.it just seems like only thing keeping me going.im sorry..i just really needed to vent that