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January is a hard month to get through anyway, and with all the things that are associated with January for you, I can understand how you feel. Hang in there - the month is a third over already and before you know it it will be a whole new month.
Try to think about the good things as much as you can.
<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg