I'm really feeling a lot of anxiety about going on Monday knowing I am going to have to face her about this whole issue. I know it may sound trivial to some, but it is huge to me. My anxiety is really hitting me this weekend and I am having a hard time calming myself. I want to cancel Monday so I don't even have to face her, but I know that is silly because I will have to face her eventually. *sigh* I just don't know what to do with myself right now.