(warning: I'm going through a difficult moment with my T. Every thing I will say just apply to me only, every T and every relationship is different )

I do feel exactly this way right now.

That's totally unfair and unbalanced. I'm perfectly aware my T is seeing a lot of other clients every day, and I'm surely one of the unimportant many. While on the other hand she's like one of the most important persons in my life, for me. Rationally thinking about it, doesn't sounds good at all.

That's upsetting. I personally think that becoming so attached to her, even if I barely was aware of the process until it was too late, was something I should have prevent.

Maybe I don't know and it was good for me to feeling my T so distant to me last session... I'll try to see if I can detach and focusing 100% on my real life problems/processes.