I think I am in the same position as BlessedRhiannon atm.

My peculiar view on my experience is that I feel pathetic because the relationship with my T is infinitely stabler that any other RL previous or current relationship of mine. I don't even have this kind of stability with my family, and that's saying a lot. I mean, it's amazing that my cats still stick around to listen to me talking about my stuff. Then again, they're not human so maybe I'm not a nuisance to them. lol.