Here is a perfect example of what I'm struggling with in my life right now.

I'm thinking "oh my gosh, I'm driving PC people crazy with my I'm-taking-a-break-and-i'm-okay posts. i should shut up and just be helpful where i can. i am so obnoxious".

And I think "why don't people respond? is it because i'm annoying? is it because I'm bad at hitting the 'thank you' button on posts? is it because the things i say are pointless and stupid?"

and the thing is...I don't know what's real and what's not. I guess the reality is some people may be thinking that and some people may not. But such is the spiral of my life right now.

Ugh.

I SO know "issue number one" for when I go back. ack