I finally ended a 2 year relationship. I gave it everything I had and I had big dreams for this relationship but at the end I had to walk away. After fighting so long to make the relationship work, I'm just too tried to keep going forward. As much as we love one another, I'm no longer happy. I stayed in the relationship for all the wrong reasons and finally I'm able to walk away. I wish I didn't have to love and care about him so much. We were so wrapped up and involved in one another's life and now I'm having to move forward with a new and different life without him. I haven't told my family and friends yet. I feel a sense of grief for the lost of a dream I wanted and I know I deserve but that dream wasn't meant to include the man I was with for 2 years. I just feel such a deep sense of sadness inside right now, ending a relationship is so difficult to cope with.