my family memeber has chrons, he didn't know what was happening to him for a year and the doctors didn't know either, he was litteraly diesng becasue he couldn't eat, was wasting away, looked like a ghost and always in pain. They finally figuered it out and is going through various treatments, he is young like you.

i do not have chron's , i have chronic pain that i have been battling with since i was 17. to have a bleak outlook on life at such an early age...yes this i know. I want a knew life i want a new body, i never had a chance.
i can't live in that space..some days are good , some days are bad...and everyday day is uncertain....i think one of the reasons you posted is because you know someone out there would listen, someone will know what your going through even if it's the tiniest amount.

It's always something, remember that and repeat it, so when another obstacle happens, you will be mentally ready. You can and will get through this.

and just so you know we (i say we because i know i'm not the only one who shares this same thought) we never get tired of hearing about what you or anyone else is going through, you can repeat your problems as much as you want. We have to go through pain everyday, and a lot of people don't want to hear about it anymore (even the ones closest to us) but you have to get it out! holding in makes it soo much worse and you feel so lonely in that space.