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Originally Posted by happycheeks
My bad mood started yesterday and someone said to me that I'm bad really, sick and that I should do humanity a favour and kill myself... I think he said that but he had poor english. Now I keep thinking I'm better off dead. Some people have spoken to me but still.. people are better without me. I'm a useless piece of human waste. I wish I wasn't born at all. I hate myself. I ****ing hate my life. Nothing going well for me. If I committed suicide people will party and be happy that I killed myself.
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I understand! I also wonder why you are willing to give this person the power of life and death over you? He is only one person, just a human, not too much of a human if he can say to another human being that they are "bad" "sick" "should do everyone a favor and die". Perhaps that is what he feels about himself to say such things. I wonder if I might ask that you just wait for a better day to decide. Just for today, tomorrow breath. You don't have to have a better day now, this moment, or feel better now. Just give yourself the power to be. Whatever that is, a bad day, a day of hate for yourself, its all ok. Just let you be the one to feel, to give your self the space to breath. Make life and death decisions later.
