hi all i hope you can help me. ive been loving girls for all my life and last weekend i had a dream were a guy was gonna hav sex with me i woke up instantly. started having trouble peeing im engaged to my fiace whome ive been with for four years and shes stunnin never failed to turn me on. but now icant get aroused and hav a tense feeling near enough were my prostate is and i have un wanted thoughts of guys in my head and im all ovr the place cant even watch tv coz im worried about my reaction to a guy or even when im out driving and pass people in street. im really startin to loose it and also no longer get mornin wood although i went to doctors about peeing and derection problem and got antibiotics. They said bladder infection i just want my libido back because my lady tn hinks its her and its not i love her so much cant loose her