I am almost predicting my relapse right here, right now. For some reason things are falling apart, not on the outside, but on the inside. And for no reason. I can't cope, my anxiety is high, my depression is starting to rear its ugly head, and this is the only way I can see myself ever feeling even the least bit better. Please tell me why I shouldn't. I just want to read something that makes me go "Oh, that's exactly it!" and stop having to worry about this...