It sucks that you are so hurt.

one thing I was wondering...... are you a guy, by any chance? ....

I've been noticing in this world that generally when a guy -- boy or man-- gets hurt they tend to want to hurt someone back(and not usually the one that hurt them-- it's often an innocent bystander that had nothing to do with their being hurt)....

and generally when a woman has been hurt ... she usually turns the hurt onto herself.....

I wish your experience was not a negative one with that therapist.

peace to you
fins