SHE RESPONDED! My heart sank when I saw her message in my inbox! Dear God, that sent me into a panic!!

She responded with what I thought she would say:

Squiggle,
Love the emails! Keep it going! Get it out! I will respond more later.
Therapist

Phew~ I didn't sleep AT ALL last night worried about this. I actually made myself so sick that I threw up! Now I think I will take some Tylenol PM and try to take a nice long nap.

You know, my therapist is the best! She makes so mad, but I love her at the same time. I hate therapy so much, but I can't do without it. Therapy is not for the weak person that is for sure. It takes a very STRONG and COURAGEOUS person to go through what we (on PC) go through to try to make ourselves better!

Being so honest and upfront with her the past couple of days was one of the hardest things I have ever done! It was NOT easy to tell her how mad I was at her. I did not, and do not want her (or anyone) to see that side of me. It is humiliating! But I DID IT!!! And I am PROUD of myself!!