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Originally Posted by treehouse
Here is a perfect example of what I'm struggling with in my life right now.
I'm thinking "oh my gosh, I'm driving PC people crazy with my I'm-taking-a-break-and-i'm-okay posts. i should shut up and just be helpful where i can. i am so obnoxious".
And I think "why don't people respond? is it because i'm annoying? is it because I'm bad at hitting the 'thank you' button on posts? is it because the things i say are pointless and stupid?"
and the thing is...I don't know what's real and what's not. I guess the reality is some people may be thinking that and some people may not. But such is the spiral of my life right now.
Ugh.
I SO know "issue number one" for when I go back. ack  |
I love reading your posts and learning from them- learning how you're handling therapy things so openly, intelligently, etc. Learning how you deal with worrying you're annoying or not responding to others enough (the same as I do and I'm sure a lot of people do). I really appreciate all your responses to my posts and other people's posts as well as your own posts. Actually, you are so good at responding and helping, sometimes I find myself more interested in reading your own posts to learn how you deal with stuff when you're actually going through it. I am sorry you're going through it though.
Sometimes I read your threads and don't respond because I think you and others can help you(rself) better than I can- I don't know what to say. But knowing you'd like more responses sometimes will motivate me to at least say something!