Bless your heart ~ I honestly don't see what is so terribly wrong. It all turned out ok ~ why is he making such a big deal out of it?? You confessed to him and came clean and apologized to him -- what MORE does he want?? Blood?? You've never done anything like this before and i believe you when you say you'll never do it again. I'm sure HE has done things that HE needed forgiveness for -- but you aren't making him crawl for forgiveness -- I don't see why he's making it so HARD for you.
Maybe you're finally getting to know the REAL DH. Maybe he's hidden what he's REALLY like from you. Perhaps he's really a resentful, revengeful bum?!!! You just never know. I wouldn't crawl for him -- I wouldn't lose my dignity and go crawling back to him and BEG him to take me back. HE's done stuff too, but you forgave him. Now it's his turn. Stay strong sweetie. You've apologized enough. Now it's HIS move. God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee
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