I feel like I've lost contact with reality; like I'm not living in the real world, but rather in a dream; like I'm inside an invisible bubble. I have stopped feeling anything. I cannot love, I cannot hate. I can't feel joy, I can't feel sorrow. I feel like my own mind is playing tricks on me. Today I went to visit the pdoc and he said this is called depersonalization. Whatever it is, I don't like it. It's making me more suicidal. Has anyone had a similar experience?