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When I worked with hospice, there was a term called "complicated grief" which meant a person experiencing more than one grief in a short period of time. So take grief over one issue and multiply it by however many other griefs are currently in a person's life - like losing two friends at the same time with all the other stuff going on in your life at the same time. So your grieving is "normal" (although I don't like that word). That doesn't make it go away (wish it did), but wanted to encourage you to be gentle with yourself.

My prayers and warm thoughts. Please feel free to PM me anytime!