Please seek help. Cutting is a horrible thing to start, I know. Its temporary relief It's not something you want to start, and makes you feel so much worse afterwords. The shame, the guilt, the secrets. Its starts off so simple, a cut here and there, just a tiny flesh wound. Then you do it everyday, you get deeper and deeper and it becomes an addiction. Even when your having a good day, you will want to do it, just to feel that sensation. It becomes an addiction, it makes you feel ten times worse. You're better off seeking help before it becomes an irreversible part of your life and those scars will haunt you. Hopefully I could help you somehow.