Whats the use? I'm never gonna do anything right in his eyes anyways? Heck maybe I dont want more ... maybe I just want to give up now. I'm good for nothing anyways. Thats what I've always beem told anyways. I think I should have just believed the people that said that about me and gone on from there. Ate least then I would know thats where I truly belonged . And I wouldnt feel in limbo now!!!!!!!!!!