Yes, eskielover has given you an incredible response. There is so much you could learn Protoform. You are coming off so unseasoned here, not bad, but simply inexperienced, which is why I think you're getting such an overwhelming response from people.

There is a lot of anger in your posts. I think a lot of the responses on here are trying to spare you the pain of being stuck in this situation, and not being able to move forward.