I am an alcoholic i havent drank for 7 days now and am feeling like i really want a drink right now.
I go to AA meetings every day and i have a meeting tonight to go to
Am trying to deal with things without drinking but i have been having flashbacks of abuse and there bringing up feelings that i want to numb it

I can normally talk to my sponsor but at the moment she isnt well mentally and i dont want to disturb her.

My husband knows am feeling like this but he is out the house at the moment and will be gone for an hour
so i have no one to talk to at the moment ...really want that drink