IT COULD HAVE BEEN OUT OF appreciation for his friendship, because hardly anyone gets me. and he does. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i'm a closet decorator and maybe the help doing that was as much for me as it was for him. i love making a place "change" and become what it can be.

we're very unalike, politically and religionwise. we have never, ever discussed either subject. i have too much respect for him to get into that part of our lives.

you've given me much to think about. and he is as he is. i've come to that realization in the past 24 hours. and if i loved him before this, then i'll still love him.