Go to the ER, they will evaluate you and professionals will decide what is in your best interest. PLEASE stay away from sites that encourage/support suicide...I've been to them and found thoughts in my head that weren't my own, stick to sites that encourage you to choose life and support that decision. I thought these people on the pro-suicide site were my "friends" and understood my pain - I was so wrong! Pro-suicide sites are full of people who think it's a game and enjoy messing with people's emotions. Even when they involve "pacts" the leader does not follow through...just finds another group of hurting people to manipulate. Please stay safe!