Spiral canceled!

T sent me such a nice e-mail. He said he is so proud of me, and that I still take up space and he is looking forward to reconnecting when I am ready. He said "you are missed"

AND he said "thank you for the book" and that he's going to read it on vacation

Ahhh, I feel better. It's interesting (?) to see where my mind goes. I'm glad I'm back to the middle place.