No

I have been really sad about being here. When the inlaws visited I cried when they left. When "J" came, and then he left. It is harder and harder saying goodbye.

I am not happy here. I dont think I will be happy here. I want to go home. I want to go back to what I know. Whats comfortable. Whats familier. Seeing "J" just reminded me of home and all I was missing.