I get your point, learning1. Even though what we post at PC is public, I'd be sort of weirded out if (hypothetically speaking, of course) my T read my stuff without asking. It's not any other random person: it's my T! No offense meant here. What I intend to say is that I'm honest and open with T but I also choose when to say what. After all, nobody's forcing me into getting therapy. It's not that I've got something to hide. It's just that I feel reading online posts is not the best way T can find out. I hope I'm making myself clear.