Ambrosa, I totally understand how you feel. Although I am new to anxiety and panic, I too am struggling with the way I feel and just want my mind, body and life back.

It's 8:39 PM there right now, (Google is wonderful, lol) and 5:40 AM here in Missouri, central time. I myself am not on within the next 8 hours or so because I work, BUT, I'm sure that there would be some of the other folks on during that time as it's morning time in the US.