Sorry, your so focused on the "bad" side of being BP. I understand. Although right now Im in a good place. (read my newest thread, there are some great advise from others I think would help you) I hope you can redirect your focus on the good parts of your life. I know we can never go back to the way it was. But if you can keep it behind closed doors, maybe someday you can close that door to you too.
Best of thoughts your way.
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